I'm finally going to lose weight!

through a project. hah.

I cant wait to be back to my Sec 3 weight which was 49. I'm now a heavy 54!

You know, its not a nice thing for me since I'm already short and being fat doesnt help. So I really hope by doing this lose-some-weight project, I'd really have something going.

Arh. Come to think of it, how could I only gain about 3kg from sec 1 to sec 3 .. but about 10kg in the next 2 years! Sheeshness. Yes, I've been in TAF club which was for me, an embarassment. Yalah. I'm very selfconscious and it hurts my pride when I have to run to lose weight.

And which I found out I could have avoided if I had found out earlier that I'm flat footed! The sheeshness of it.

So Syira, Shidah & me need to come up with a food plan that we would religiously follow. Oh please. Let me be uber disciplined to follow this project through!



* oh wells.. what i cant have, i can always dream .. =)